It's okay to feel hurt. it's okay to be angry.Suffering is a new beginning.

Sometimes acceptance is harder than it looks. Sometimes, the truth does hurt. Sometimes, letting go takes time, practice and patience. Sometimes, letting go is hard to comprehend, hard to understand, and unwilling to accept. Life, isn't always what it seems to be. i know. We as humans hear this from time to time. However, until something happens you stop taking it for granted. For example, recently Will be celebrating my one year anniversary of my divorce. Something i thought would never happen to me in a million years. I should say, one year of my acceptance. You see, i have gone back to church recently, before i was married, i was like (I'm assuming many youths, out partying, dating, doing things we regret later in life,) any way, after that i decided to clean my act up by eliminating certain things if not most, become a little more responsible, and try to be an example in the future for my kids. I figured i would start attending Mass again on a regular basis. I am currently Catholic. I guess my point I am trying to make here is even though i had gone back to church, things still happened to me that i didn't like. For example, Divorce, i never thought in a million years i would end up being divorced. Second, our finacial situation didnt improve much either. Also, my wife and i at the time continued fighting even after counseling. This is the issues that I am currently each day working at accepting it. Sometimes, the old saying "SHIT HAPPENS" seems to help and get me through the day. Other times, laughing is another. Go figure. for now i am running out of steem, i should have more tomorrow. thanks. ray